Well, sort of.... I'm back, no I'm not dead, yes I'm fine and yes I'm sorry for leaving so abruptly. Me leaving had nothing to do with anyone personally, I left due to the influx of Art-Theft of both my own work and the work of others. I also was fed up with the influx of under-aged members at the time leading to an increase of all the Art-Theft.....and lastly the porn....that was the final straw for me. It may take a while for me to familiarize myself with Deviantart once more and I understand that not all of whom I did know on here are still here today but I do miss you lot. And I miss the inspiration you all gave me to create art.

I really needed cheering up and this brought me to tears of joy I laughed so hard reading through it xD Thank you ~DudeWheresMyLion (https://www.deviantart.com/dudewheresmylion) for making such a hilarious awkward meme,  love it! NOW TO MAKE YOU ALL FEEL AWKWARD MWAHAHAHAH!!! *~*~*~*~*DEVIANT SHIPPING MEME*~*~*~*~* 1) Which DA member(s) would you ship yourself with? - DudeWheresMyLion (https://www.deviantart.com/dudewheresmylion) - :iconDudeWheresMyLion: - Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune (https://www.deviantart.com/mr-scarlet-nokitsune) - :iconscarlet-pikachu: - AliyaBloodHeart (https://www.deviantart.com/aliyabloodheart) - :iconAliyaBloodHeart: - naimassparrow101 (https://www.deviantart.com/naimassparrow101) - :iconnaimassparrow101: 2) Now pick a deviant(s) of the same gender to ship yourself with (unless you did that for the first question, then pick

I had a fallout with my family today and I'm not going out of my way t re-build a bridge they burned. I'm going to save up and get a tablet and start drawing again. I need art back in my life to help me escape. I'm sorry for the hiatus,  replied to all my messages and thank you all to those of you who have been supportive of my issues this past few months. - Muffin

I thought by trying to take some time off I'd feel better but I feel the very same as the day I found out, so hollow. He meant so much to me, he fought so hard and then he just gave up and hung himself. So what are we left to think? What hope is there for the true sufferers of the black dog. To just give up? What about the rest of us that keep fighting it each day, that can't get off the floor in tears because their brain is screaming at them words of self hate, fear, anger at themselves etc or sit by the sink with a knife crying with the voices telling us we're worthless and it's not worth all the pain. We fight it, don't we? That's